Laying in the dark In between my wake and sleep with no memory of the nights’ dream just this one refrain hearing music in my head hearing it over and over again “I’ve been waiting for this moment, all my life” (Phil Collins) there’s the dramatic buildup and the drum roll hear it hearing music …
going through lists of “todo” things, cleaning out (a bit) a small trip to Salvation Army to lighten my load, plus two gifts on their way through the post office, one for grief (a child lost too soon) and one for gratitude (going to the downtown womans center LA). Watched a great video on Amazon …
i am getting up the nerve to go to the gym, so far it has taken 5 hours (basically since i got up), i should get there some time this afternoon it’s too cold, i need to take a shower, i don’t have any workout clothes to wear…etc.the mind is a funny thing i’ve even …
the joy of acceptance the initial thought is that you continually seek a place of more comfort and support the truth is you come from nothingness you go back to nothingness this is not karma or will it is just the way things are and the acceptance of this. there is joy in this
