you jest?

sometimes, i think,

i wish i knew what was going on in my mind,

when out of the blue, of the quiet of nothingness, i become

completely focused on some minute detail,

searching through my resources

doing further online research

taking notes

to share

in hopes, 

that what my vibrations and connections have revealed

will help someone

within this community that is mostly virtual

where the connection is tenuous at best

and yet i continue

with what the heart says, 

even when the mind thinks it is just in jest.